It is not even the right time for me to feel this shitty. I had a quarrel with J, and now I actually wonder if we're even able to live with each other when I'm already feeling this way. Things are so fucking different now and we quarrel a lot. And as much as I hate to admit my mistakes, I do admit them and apologise once I feel bad or wrong. But you? I don't even wanna talk about it here cos things between us should be settled privately, but I guess we shouldn't even try anymore. It's just plain tiring. The same old cycle, over and over again. What's new?
Next, my Uncle is another BIG thorn in my flesh. I do not know when he's gonna move out but I'm fucking sick of having him around in the house. He lives here for free, expects my Aunty to pay rent for him for his other house, dirties the house, thinks he is some kind of God. Seriously? U r a guest and yet u have no basic courtesy. The maid also not for you. Omfg I really fucking wanna punch him in the face. Best part? My dad tells me to bear with him cos he is my Uncle after all. But no, no no no. He is the FIRST adult i have no respect for. Zero. He's worst than a fucking dog. Wants to smoke, but no $ have to take from my Grandma.
Then today, I came home to find out that someone did not switch off my aircon and it has been leaking and my entire room's floor is wet and there goes my Macbook charger. I asked my aunt, she told me it switched on by itself. Really? My aircon got so high tech anot. I live here for so long, the aircon nvr switched on by itself, now it does magic? WHY CANT SHE JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHO? And I have to fork out $ to buy a new laptop charger.
This is the shit i have to deal with every single day and i'm fucking on the verge of exploding.
Maybe you'll never understand becos all you care is about your life, yourself, your problems and mine are just too insignificant. Thanks for not understanding.
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